November 6, 2006
As most members know, our dear elder brother,
Dr. Bo Hi Pak, was a victim of unscrupulous businessmen who targeted our
movement by using Dr. Pak’s prestige and national stature in Korea to become
unwittingly involved in what is known as an “African business scam.”
In the trusting heart of Dr. Pak, these
criminals found an easy mark who at the time was trying desperately to make his
mission area self-sufficient by raising funds for the performing arts
projects associated with the Korean Cultural Foundation. Those Koreans and
Africans who participated in this scheme absconded with the money raised, and
unfortunately, left Dr. Pak to face the legal suits from investors
who had been promised very profitable returns. After serving 2 years and 3 ½
months of a five year sentence, on Nov. 3, 2006, Dr. Pak was released on
probation by the court with the balance of his
sentence suspended.
In the following public document, in a
demonstration of his rectitude and sense of honor, Dr. Pak assumes full
responsibility for his actions, as well as past experiences, and apologizes to
True Parents and the movement for the pain and humiliation that he caused.
Presently, Dr. Pak is resting and recuperating
at home. Dr. Pak would like this letter to be disseminated in UC
publications, electronic and print, as widely as possible. The photos
were taken the evening of his release from prison as he worked on the letter at
his apartment. He is wearing the same clothing that he wore when he was
in prison.
The family of Dr. Bo Hi Pak is deeply grateful
for everyone’s heartfelt prayers and support.
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Dr.& Mrs. Bo Hi Pak, in their home on
the day of Dr. Pak’s
release. |
Letter
from Prison
Bo Hi Pak
From Your
Unworthy Son,
In Tears
of Gratitude
Bowing
Before True Parents, I Beg Their Forgiveness.
Dearest True Parents!
It
is to my eternal regret that this unworthy child has burdened our True Parents,
whom I dearly love, with such deep heartbreak and distress through my stupid
mistakes.
How
great has been the heartbreak and sorrow of the True Parents who have more
compassion for the suffering of the one lost lamb than for the other ninety-nine!
Lying
with my face cast down, I beg True Parents to take pity on this child who has
safely returned to the bright outside world like the prodigal son in the Bible.
True
Parents have once again saved the life of this unworthy son.
True
Parents!
I,
your unworthy son, Bo Hi, cannot help but shed endless tears of gratitude on
this day as I leave prison and re-enter the bright daylight of the outside
world.
Was
it not our True Parents who allowed me to reach this day of freedom safely
after enduring the not inconsiderable time of 2 years and 3 1/2 months of
confinement in prison despite my advanced age of 76 and a body beset by many
chronic diseases?
From
the time of my birth I was not blessed with great toughness and stamina. Both
my physical parents were not able to live long lives and passed away before
reaching old age.
In
the past, True Father, you expressed concern for my health and once remarked, “Your
family is not blessed with longevity. You must be very careful about your
health.”
In
the first phase of the original trial, the prosecution asked for a sentence of
12 years and the judge handed down a sentence of 5 years. This was due to the
magnitude of the damages incurred by the injured parties.
This
meant I would have to serve time in prison until I became 81 years old.
The
outlook was pitch-black.
Being
able to live to the age of 76 was already a great blessing, but in my physical
condition, I could not conceive how I would be able to serve time in prison
until I became 81. I thought of John the Baptist 2000 years ago. He came with
the mission to bear witness about Jesus but ended up dying in prison.
I,
Bo Hi, have lived with the conviction that I was born with the mission of John
the Baptist for the time of the Second Advent. If it was my mission and destiny
to die in prison in order to indemnify the failure of the first John the
Baptist, then I was resolutely determined to solemnly receive my fate.
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Dr. Pak praying before writing his letter. |
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However, it is my belief that the work of
the Second Advent is to indemnify and restore the failure of the first advent. Given
that the True Parents have come into the world as the Lord of the Second Advent
and have overcome the hardships of the cross and naturally subjugated Satan and
ascended to the throne of the True Parents of mankind, in the time of the
second advent, I as the John the Baptist of the second coming should not follow
the precedent of the first John the Baptist, but rather through steadfast faith
and perseverance I should leave these prison walls and pass out of these prison
gates alive and well.
But
surviving inside prison till the age of 81 was beyond my power. I resolved that
if I were to die inside prison I would do so with dignity. I passed each day
resolutely pledging to myself every day that when the time should come I would
depart this world calling out True Parents’ “mansei” on my lips and in my
heart.
My
True Parents, what a great blessing you bestowed upon me so unexpectedly. Even
while you were in the midst of cosmic history — making the world tour of 120
nations to proclaim the “Universal Peace Federation” — you took time to
remember this unworthy son. How great and intense the labor and exertion must
have been to accomplish this work of immense importance in every corner of the
globe, yet even in such bone-weary circumstances you remembered your lost son,
Bo Hi.
While
you were in
This
can be nothing other than the gracious blessing of the True Parents. I am in
prison because of my mistakes. But yet again the True Parents of all mankind have
reached out their hands in pity and compassion and lifted up their wayward son
from the pit of death.
Finally
it is November 3, 2006! On this day the Appeals Court of Central Seoul passed a
suspended sentence on Bo Hi Pak and allowed me to walk out of the courtroom a
free man.
By
the grace of the True Parents, I have been spared the fate of a slow death in
prison, and after more than 2 years I am able to walk out the prison gates
alive and well.
Even
though I prostrate myself and shed tears of gratitude, it is impossible to
express my feeling of gratefulness to our True Parents. In this manner, True
Parents have saved this unworthy son both spiritually and physically.
True
Parents! This Is The Second Time That You Have Saved Me.
My
dearest True Parents!
This
is the second time that you have redeemed my life. In the fall of 1985 when I
was the president of the Washington Times, I was kidnapped by a communist group
plotting to derail the comprehensive victory over communism campaign being
exhaustively waged by the
I
was handcuffed, bound and gagged, and taken to a hideaway house somewhere in
the suburbs of
I
was tightly bound to three chairs and blindfolded so that I could not tell how
much time had passed. In the middle of the night I could hear them moving a
metal barrel in the basement.
“Ah
— now the time must be nigh!”
I
had a distinct feeling in my bones, and I resolved to go out gloriously as a
victor. In a flash with all of my strength, I lifted up the three chairs as
high as I could and with all of my power I shouted out at the top of my lungs “Chambumo
Nim Mansei” three times.
The
ruffians came rushing toward me from every direction saying “Damn you! You
think someone is going to come and save you because you cry out for the police!
You fool!” They started battering me and kicking me and then started tormenting
me with the electric shock machine again.
At
that moment I blacked out and lost consciousness. Then, while I was wandering
between consciousness and unconsciousness, True Mother appeared before me and
shook me awake. She said to me, “There is no time! However, they will not be
able to kill you tonight. By whatever means you must get out of this place
within the next 10 hours. True Father is praying for you at this moment.” It
was a dream.
True
Father was bearing the cross at
Upon
hearing True Mother’s words, my exhausted body was filled with miraculous
energy and I could feel the light of hope. At that moment I did not fear
anything. I fearlessly called for the leader of the gang and shouted at him.
“What
you are doing is a foolhardy thing. Who has put you up to this? I am the
president of an important daily newspaper in the capital of the
“Do
you think you are going to remain safe after killing me? This is American soil.
Do you think you can escape to safety after committing a felony in this country?
You foolish scoundrels! You must listen to me. I do not want all of you to die.
I swear I will not file charges against you so you will be able to live and I
can live. I can vouch for your safety. Tomorrow will be too late.”
I
am certain that True Father’s spiritual power emanating from his prayer was
controlling the situation.
They
did not kill me that night. The new day arrived.
Then
the ruffians surrendered. The gang members made me assure them 10 times over that
I would not file charges with the FBI. They blindfolded me, put me in a car and
drove for 2 hours, and let me out. Then they sped away.
When
I took off the blindfold, I found myself standing at LaGuardia airport in
When
I returned to my house in
This
miracle was brought about by the power of True Father’s prayer.
True
Mother found me through the Holy Spirit.
Upon
hearing a report of my safe return from True Mother, True Father said to
brother Kamiyama, who was inside with him, “Now that Bo Hi has returned safely
I am going to rest!” and straight away lay down to rest. Brother Kamiyama had
never seen True Father sleep in such an exhausted state and snore so loudly
before.
I
have no qualification to receive True Parents’ love and blessing again and again.
I am overawed by True Parents’ love.
My
gracious True Parents!
You
are not only the savior of my immortal soul but several times during my life of
70-some years you have seen me through life-threatening crises and become the
savior of my physical life as well.
Now
that I, Bo Hi Pak, the John the Baptist, have been restored to freedom, how can
it be possible for me to leave for the spirit world without spending the rest
of my life giving witness to the victorious True Parents and radiating their
resplendent glory through the entire globe?
How
can a prodigal son such as I be worthy of being saved from certain death in
prison and returned to freedom even after True Parents have already saved me
several times in the past?
I
can only lie prostrate before them and shed tears of gratitude.
May
True Parents live forever.
My Thanks
to the Unification Family Around the World.
My
Unification family members around the world! My true brothers and sisters!
I,
Bo Hi Pak, an inadequate elder brother, through the boundless grace of the True
Parents, have been able to walk out through the prison gates and regain my
freedom and return to the care of the True Parents after only serving 2 years
and 3 1/2 months of the original 5-year sentence.
I
unexpectedly received True Parents’ gracious consideration as they worked
miraculously to shine the light of freedom and restore a bright future upon me
even though it seemed my certain destiny was to perish in prison.
Just
as in the parable of the prodigal son, the mistakes committed were 100 percent
my doing. They were deeds that I am responsible for from the beginning to the
end, but True Parents reached out to this prodigal son with pity and
compassion.
The
fact that I did not cause injury to the assets of the Church and that no Church
funds were lost through my mistakes I consider the greatest good fortune within
my misguided project.
Naturally
I was not pursuing these projects motivated by personal gain or to try to
enrich myself, and it is my fervent hope that all of you Unification family
members can understand that my motivation was out of fidelity to our movement
and in the same manner as I had lived my entire life heretofore. My only desire
was to advance the work of our movement to a new level.
However,
I did not submit to True Parents’ will.
This
is a sin for which there is no forgiveness and I was determined to indemnify
this terrible sin even if it meant dying in prison. But the True Parents
reached out their hand to offer salvation. They brought back to life this
prodigal son. I was able to return to the world in freedom.
Nevertheless,
the fact remains that because of my troubled affairs I caused a controversy in
society and thereby tarnished the most heavenly and holy name and reputation of
the True Parents. There can be no forgiveness for the sin of causing damage to
the honor of the True Parents and the Church.
As
someone who has received True Parents’ dearest affections for the past 48 years
of my life of faith and as one who has had the inestimable honor of personally
attending to the True Parents and working as one of their closest associates,
when I face the fact that my actions created a negative influence upon the
shining honor of the True Parents and our Church, I am compelled to confess
that this was the greatest mistake of my life and I can see no possible way of
finding forgiveness.
Nevertheless,
many family members around the world have been praying for this inadequate
elder brother throughout this time. I received many letters of consolation and
encouragement. Especially I could not hold back the tears when I received
encouragement from the True Children. Particularly Injin Nim’s family took the
initiative to get the news out to the worldwide family through the creation of
an internet webpage and even personally toured many cities to directly ask for
your cooperation. People responded to Injin Nim’s call from
I
am at a loss as to how I could adequately express my gratitude for all you have
done. I wish I could meet with each and every member individually to express my
deepest appreciation, but since it is impossible to do so, please forgive this
limitation and accept my deepest heartfelt appreciation through this letter.
My
dear brothers and sisters!
I
have been so deeply moved by all of your warm brotherly love poured upon this
foolish elder brother. Thank you so very much for participating in the
compassionate love bestowed upon me by the True Parents.
Moreover,
I would like to express my deepest thanks to Injin Nim’s family and all of the
True Children and their families for all that they have done.
What
all of you have brought about will become an historic legacy of good and a part
of the beautiful
My
dear Unification family! I along with my family offer you our tearful
gratitude.
The
Hardship of Prison Was a Blessing. I Have Returned Reborn a New
My
two-plus years of confinement in prison in a way were a great blessing.
The
history of the God’s new providence of remaking the world through the work of
the Second Advent has been stained throughout with True Father’s tears and
blood.
Two
thousand years ago at the time of the first advent, Jesus Christ endured the
misunderstanding, spitefulness, and jealousy of established Judaism. At the end
of his 3-year public ministry, he eventually suffered the hardship of the cross
but was victorious in bringing about the spiritual salvation of mankind.
The
True Parents who came into this world as the Lord of the Second Advent survived
the providential course of bearing the cross and finally succeeded in
subjugating Satan and, by guiding President Reagan and liberating the evil
empire of the Soviet Union, saved the world from the final deception of Satan
in history in the form of worldwide atheistic communism.
Before
this time Satan had already attempted to frustrate the providential work of the
Second Advent by True Father by raising up the communist party of
Eventually
God put in motion the emergency measure to rescue True Father. On September 15,
1950, God sent the UN forces under the command of Gen. Douglas MacArthur to
execute the Incheon amphibious landing and soon thereafter liberated Heungnam
prison, rescuing True Father after 2 years and 8 months of captivity in that
living hell. From the viewpoint of God, the Incheon landing was not only a
measure to repel the North Korean communist aggression, but more importantly it
was an operation to rescue the Lord of the Second Advent.
Before
this time True Father worked to oppose the Japanese occupation of
This
has been the historical backdrop of the Unification providence. It is a history
filled with the blood and tears of True Father.
Finally
True Parents were completely victorious in completing the work of the Second Advent
and ascended the throne of the True Parents of humankind.
As
one of the young children attending the True Parents, I am grateful to God for
my recent travails and the experience of imprisonment and consider it a great
honor to be allowed to participate, even if it is only to a slight degree and
only in a heartistic, conditional fashion, in the tribulations that True Father
suffered while in prison.
Compared
to the conditions in Heungnam prison that True Father was sent to, prison life
in present-day South Korean prisons is heavenly by comparison. Thus I am
embarrassed to even suggest that I shared in True Father’s suffering during his
imprisonment.
However,
during my months of confinement, I constantly maintained an attitude of
gratitude and happiness, never allowed myself even once to express complaint,
and always conducted myself as a model inmate. Heungnam was the wellspring of
my strength to overcome the hardships of my imprisonment.
It Was a
Precious Time of Repentance and Rebirth.
I
studied a lot while in prison. Furthermore I could take a respite from the
never-ending harried and hectic pace of the providential course and reflect upon
and repent for the shortcomings of the past 48 years and take this precious
time to renew myself.
Today
I have been reborn a more complete son before the True Parents and I have
repented for the many mistakes I have made in my life of faith and only ask for
forgiveness. I write this letter from prison in tears of gratitude and pray
only that hereafter I may become a son more closely aligned with God and True
Parents.
During my time of training behind prison
walls, I have come to the following four great realizations and awakenings.
First, I did not attend to our true
parents adequately. True Parents have restored Adam and Eve, the fallen
ancestors of mankind. They have subjugated Satan and, finally, they have
liberated Heavenly Father. I have repented for thinking that I was attending
our True Parents well when in fact my attendance was unsatisfactory and
inadequate. In a word, I was a poor unfilial son.
I
failed to completely become one in heart with the True Parents who came to this
world as the Lord of the Second Advent after 2000 years to completely relieve
Jesus’ sadness. They came to this world completely understanding Heavenly
Father’s suffering heart of a parent who has lost all His children through the
fall of mankind. The True Parents have cried an ocean of tears comforting God’s
long-suffering heart. True Father has lived his entire life of more than 80
years in passionate single-hearted, never-wavering devotion to liberate God
from this suffering.
Finally,
True Parents have gained total victory by naturally subjugating Satan and
overthrowing his dominion and sovereignty over this world as well as in the
spirit world and ascending to the throne of the True Parents of humankind.
I
had been living without fully realizing how precious and glorious a privilege
it was throughout the entire heaven and earth to be a person who had attended
the Lord’s “feast of the lamb” which was prophesied in the glorious book of
Revelation.
Finally
on January 13, 2001, by reaching the summit of providential history and
adorning it by completing “God’s Sovereignty Coronation Ceremony,” True Parents
were able to wipe away all tears from God’s eyes and place Him on the throne
wearing the royal robes and diadem. True Parents are the heavenly filial son
and daughter who will shine for all eternity. At this moment, God and True
Parents were united completely in one body: Heavenly Father, the vertical True
Parents, and True Parents, the horizontal True Parents of humankind.
This
was the first day since God created the universe and man that Heavenly Father
smiled and was filled with nothing but joy.
The
invisible Heavenly True Parents and the substantial True Parents!
The True Parents of heaven and earth
are completely one body.
We
are all destined to be loyal true children attending the vertical True Parents
and the horizontal True Parents in heaven and on earth and to become second
incarnations of them.
During
my months of imprisonment, there were countless times that I shed tears of
gratitude because of the great happiness of being able to attend the True
Parents. To be able to live at the same time and breathe the same air and to be
able to gaze upon the holy countenance is such an ineffable joy. It is surely
the greatest blessing we can possess. For me the power of this sublime blessing
transformed the prison into a heaven. To awaken to the realization of the true
value of the True Parents is the same as being resurrected.
Second, my former life of faith was
full of pride and affectation. During my imprisonment I awakened to the
realization that my former life of faith was filled with pride and affectation.
I deeply, deeply repented for this and made myself into a new person.
During
my 48 years of faith in the Church, feelings of pride that I had done and
accomplished as much as anyone in the Church had sprung up. This is nothing
other than arrogance.
This
feeling that I had accomplished something was from Satan. “I translated True
Father’s speeches more than anyone else.” “I attended the True Parents on their
trip to
I
hadn’t realized that all of this emphasis on “I did this” and “I did that” was
coming from Satan. What was shocking and startling was the realization that in
fact I had not done anything at all. Therefore, there was in fact nothing that
I could boast about. I came to realize that the very thought that I had
accomplished something was Satan within me. Everything was accomplished by God
and True Parents. All I could claim was that I was given the honor of being
present.
Even
now my continuing to breathe and move even a finger is not by my doing. It is
by the will of God and True Parents that I exist and move. I am merely able to
be present. If the thought that “I did this” and “I did that” is present within
you, you become sensitive to all manner of things and feel resentment over the
smallest things and feel alienation over things that are irrational.
There
is no “I.”
There
is actually nothing that I have accomplished. It is a great honor and blessing
that God allows such an unworthy son as I to be at the side of the True
Parents. After coming to this realization, my spirit could not be more happy or
at peace. My mind became clear and pristine like the autumn sky, and the
feelings of resentment and alienation that had sprung up in my heart melted
away like the snow in springtime.
Just
to be able to know and be face to face with the living God, the True Parents,
is an infinite honor. To have been able to become a member of the
“My
cup overfloweth.” When I feel that my cup, which is nothing but a crude earthen
bowl, is overflowing, my soul is imbued with happiness and peace.
So
during my prison life I passed my days calling out to True Parents many dozens
of times each day and shouting out my grateful heart. It is so clear to me how
I will be living out the rest of the days of my life.
Third, in my life heretofore I did
not know the true value of the Blessing. The Blessing of the True Parents
exists only in the
However,
we were not living lives that were actually experiencing the deep and precious
principle of the Blessing. The Blessing of the True Parents is a blessing which
opens up heaven. True married life is found in the spirit world. The Blessing
of True Parents is not for 100 years, nor for 10,000 years. It is for eternity.
Believers of the
This
is a Blessing that we are totally unqualified to receive nor competent to bear.
Even if we spent our lifetime giving thanks, it would not be sufficient thanks
for receiving the Blessing.
Existing
Christian churches believe that married life is only during one’s lifetime on
earth and that in heaven everyone becomes gender neutral and lives celibate
lives like the angels. This is not true. The Blessing that the True Parents
bestow upon us is a Blessing of marriage from this world to eternity.
Our
Blessed couples are couples for eternity. Our brothers and sisters are brothers
and sisters for eternity. Have I completely become one in body and spirit
believing that I and my wife are eternal spouses? Have I truly loved and
thought of my Church brethren as my eternal family?
I
have been lacking. Completely inadequate. I was ashamed. Everything was due to
my not attending the True Parents properly.
The
Unification Holy Blessing is a life together forever. True Parents’ Blessing is
an eternal blessing. It is a Blessing that restores you to eternal youth. It is
a Blessing that opens up a new heaven.
This
being the case, what does it matter that we grow old? What difference does it
make if we become white-haired senior citizens? What is there to fear because
we pass away from this earthly life? Dying is merely departing for a much
better life. True Parents have taught this philosophy thoroughly. The only
thing that we must do while on this earth is love our Lord God, love our True
Parents, with all our mind, with our entire lives, with all our character, and
love our neighbor as our own selves.
Fourth, during the remainder of my
life I will become the embodiment of true love. After 2 years and 3 1/2
months of special training, I have emerged from prison with a firm
understanding of how I should live the rest of my life.
In
short, I will become the embodiment of true love in accordance with the
teachings of our True Parents. Armed with True Parents’ teachings and the Cheon
Seong Kyeong holy scriptures, I will give my entire life in loving the True Parents
and loving my fellow man. We have a gospel which must be shouted out from the
top of Halla mountain to the Chunji lake on top of Baekdu mountain. We must
shout out that the True Parents have come and we must all enter heaven
believing in and attending the True Parents. Our Church must become the
smelting furnace of love.
It
is our responsibility to make sure that all of mankind partakes and
participates in the Blessing of the True Parents. The True Parents during 80-plus
years of their life, by their sole and solitary efforts, have paid for the sins
of mankind, subjugated Satan, and delivered mankind from certain death. They
have constructed a highway leading directly into heaven.
Now
it is incumbent on us to gather and lead the people of the world and travel
this highway.
Globalizing
the victory of the True Parents is our responsibility as children of True
Parents. As recently as the Universal Peace Federation world tour, True Father,
even at the advanced age of 86, put his life on the line and completed the
historic proclamation in total victory. I heard that he departed on the tour
resolved to press on even if his body were to collapse. I could not help but
shed torrents of tears.
When
True Parents are leading in this manner, how can we not fight with all our
might even unto giving up our very lives? I will follow True Father’s example
and shout out the teachings of our True Parents on the world stage until my
throat explodes. And if I should collapse and die on the rostrum giving
testimony to the True Parents, what greater duty is there that I can do?
My
dear family members!
I
have not spent the last 2 years and 3 1/2 months idling away the time. Since I
have come back with great enlightenment, can you agree that I have received the
most excellent training?
Brothers
and Sisters! Let us rise up. Let us advance into the heaven of hope!
I
close this part of my message from prison praying for eternal long life and health
of the True Parents.
Bo Hi
Pak
November
3, 2006